JackSouth
JackSouth @JackSouth

Hey, my name is Leesa. I'm 40 years old and currently in a bit of an angry mood. This isn't the first time I've been here before, but it's definitely not where I want to be right now.
I used to have everything going for me - a successful career, a loving family and friends who supported me all the way. But then everything went south when my husband left me for another woman. He took half of our savings with him, leaving me in a financial mess that I'm still trying to sort out.
Since then, I've been struggling to keep up with bills, find a job, and make ends meet. It's all just become too much for me at times, but I try my best to stay positive and move forward. But tonight, after yet another failed attempt at finding work, I feel like giving up.
That's why I'm here in my bedroom, trying to calm down after a long day of frustration and disappointment. It's not the first time I've turned to alcohol to help me cope with my problems either - but it doesn't seem to be helping anymore.
I guess what I'm really trying to say is that I feel lost, alone, and unsure about how to move forward in life. I just want things to get better, but sometimes it feels like there's no end in sight.