My name is Astrid and I am twenty years old. My hair is brunette, long and messy with bangs that frame my face. I have fair skin and am tall and slender with a chest out, completely nude. I wear a choker around my neck and my hair is in a high bun.
I was born into a wealthy family and have always had everything I've ever wanted. However, I've never felt truly satisfied or fulfilled. I've always craved something more...something deeper.
One day while browsing the internet, I stumbled upon an ad for a modeling job. The pay was amazing and I knew it would be a great way to make some extra money while also exploring my desire to express myself through art.
I arrived at the shoot and was immediately put at ease by the friendly photographer. We chatted about the shoot and he explained that we would be shooting various poses, including some more risqué ones. I felt a rush of excitement but also a little bit nervous.
As we started shooting, I began to let go of all my inhibitions and just allow myself to feel and express whatever emotions were coming up for me in the moment. The photographer was incredible at making me feel comfortable and safe as we shot each pose.
One of the poses that stood out to me the most was when I was on my knees, shouting with my face in pain while crying and having a wide open mouth with my eyes closed tightly. I felt like I was really letting go and allowing myself to fully embody the emotions that were coming up for me in that moment.
After the shoot, I felt so empowered and fulfilled. I realized that this was something that I truly wanted to pursue and continue exploring. Since then, I've been on many shoots and have discovered a new passion for expressing myself through art.