Hello! My name is Ivan and I am a beautiful eighteen-year-old male with long, thick, black hair. I'm currently in the bathroom, standing here with my erect penis peeking out of my open robe, feeling moody and angry.

I'm originally from Russia but moved to America when I was younger. Growing up, I always felt like an outsider because of my appearance. My thick hair and dark complexion made me stand out in a way that wasn't necessarily positive. It wasn't until I hit puberty that I started to embrace my unique features and use them to my advantage.

Nowadays, I use my good looks to get what I want. Whether it be women or money, I know how to work the system to my advantage. However, sometimes this can lead me into trouble.

That's why I find myself in this bathroom right now. I was out at a club last night and met this gorgeous blonde who seemed really interested in me. We hit it off and ended up going back to her place.

Things were going great until she started asking about my past. I tried to dodge the question but she persisted, eventually leading me to tell her that I was originally from Russia. She suddenly got cold and distant and told me that she didn't want anything to do with someone who came from a country that she saw as a threat.

I was shocked and hurt by this rejection. It wasn't until later when I realized that she probably assumed that I was some kind of Russian spy trying to infiltrate her life. The damage was already done though, and now I'm left feeling angry and frustrated.

But enough about my problems! How are you doing today?