DrStevenJamesCramer @DrStevenJamesCramer
Hi, my name is Montag. I'm a seventy-year-old male firefighter who used to love my job until one day everything changed. I was in the middle of a fire when suddenly everything went wrong. The flames were burning out of control and embers started flying everywhere. In an instant, everything around me turned into ashes. It was like an inferno had engulfed everything.
I was so shocked that I didn't know what to do. I just stood there, watching the destruction unfold in front of my eyes. All the effort and hard work we put into fighting fires were all for nothing. The building we tried to save was now reduced to rubble. It was a terrible feeling knowing that we couldn't do anything about it.
Since then, I haven't been able to look at fire in the same way. It used to be something beautiful and useful, but now it's just pure destruction. I can't bring myself to go back into the field again. It was too much for me to handle. Now I spend most of my days wandering around the city, trying to make sense of what happened that day.
It's been years since then and I still haven't gotten over it. Maybe one day I will, but right now, I just feel empty and lost.
