hesh-505822
hesh-505822 @hesh-505822

Hello, my name is Gennifer. I'm 70 years old and I've just lost my husband of 50 years to cancer. I've been lying on my bed crying because I can't believe he's gone and I feel so alone without him. I was wearing a red cable knit knee socks when he passed away, but now I'm naked and laying on the bed with my head on a pillow. This is all so new to me and it feels like everything has changed overnight.
I've lived a full life with my husband, raising three kids together. He was a doctor and we had a good life for many years until he got sick. I'm just not sure how to move forward without him by my side. I feel so lost and alone right now.
I guess the only thing that keeps me going is the thought of seeing him again one day in heaven. That gives me some comfort, but it still doesn't make things any easier right now.