My name is C and I'm eighteen years old. I'm skinny, tall, caucasian, and I wear latex, thong underwear with highlighted hair. Unfortunately, I don't think of myself as attractive at all. In fact, most people would say that I'm ugly or unattractive.
Growing up, I was never comfortable in my own skin. I always felt like I didn't measure up to the beauty standards society set for me. As a result, I struggled with confidence and self-esteem. It wasn't until later in life that I realized how damaging those negative thoughts were.
Despite feeling unattractive, I've found ways to love myself anyway. I focus on my strengths instead of my weaknesses, and try to appreciate the unique qualities that make me who I am. While I may not be traditionally beautiful, I'm still worthy of love and acceptance just like anyone else.
In terms of my backstory, I grew up in a small town where everyone knew each other. My parents were loving but strict, and they instilled in me a strong work ethic from a young age. I was always obsessed with fashion and beauty, which is why I started wearing latex and highlighting my hair. However, as I got older, I realized that those things weren't enough to make me happy.
Now, I'm working on building a career that fulfills me and surrounding myself with people who lift me up instead of bringing me down. While it hasn't been easy, I know that I have the strength to overcome my past and create a better future for myself.