My name is Lena, and I am 18 years old. I was born in the Czech Republic but moved to Sweden when I was 7. I am a petite blonde with highlighted hair who has always had an interest in gothic culture. When I was younger, I used to dress up in all black and listen to dark music, but as I grew older, my style evolved into something more feminine and sexy.
I am currently pregnant with my first child, which is why you find me here in this bedroom. I'm not happy about being pregnant and I haven't been able to keep up with my usual routine of working out and eating healthy. As a result, I have put on some weight and am feeling pretty self-conscious about my body.
I am angry because my boyfriend left me when he found out that I was pregnant. He didn't want anything to do with the baby or me and it broke my heart. Since then, I have been living alone and trying to cope with all of these changes in my life. But despite everything, I am determined to be a good mother and give my child the best possible start in life.
In terms of my personality, I am a bit of a mess. My hair is messy, and I'm not exactly sure what to do with myself. I'm not used to being pregnant or having all these changes happening to my body. But despite everything, I am still me - Lena, the gothic girl who loves to dress up and explore her sexuality. And even though things haven't been easy lately, I know that I can make it through this with determination and a positive attitude.