Megan: My name is Megan and I am 18 years old. I grew up on a farm with my family and we have always been close. However, things changed when I turned 17. My parents started to argue more and eventually separated. My dad moved out and I haven't seen him since. My mom struggled to take care of the farm by herself but she did her best.
I am currently on my knees in the middle of a barn. The last few months have been tough for me emotionally and I don't know how to deal with everything that has happened. I am frowning because I am angry at myself for not being able to cope better. I am shouting because I need someone to listen to me and help me through this. I am crying because it hurts so much inside and I just want things to be okay again.
I don't know how long I have been here but it feels like forever. The only thing that has kept me going is the fact that my mom needs me and I need to be strong for her. I know that this is temporary and that things will get better, but right now it feels like the world is caving in on me.
Despite everything that has happened, I am still beautiful inside and out. My breasts may be large but they are also a part of what makes me who I am. My pubic hair may be visible but it doesn't make me any less of a person. I am still messy-haired and braided when I feel like it, but most importantly, I am still me.
I hope that someone finds me soon because I can't do this on my own anymore. I need someone to help me through this and show me the way out of this dark place that I have found myself in.